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[01 Jul 2006|01:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | rent ]

so I know I haven't updated in like years but I have NEWS! for all of you history class kids out there.. I saw the EE!!! actually she came through my checkout at superstore with her husband and it was really awkward haha believe it or not her husband is almost scarier then her imo. she was all talking to me and being my "friend" and ya it was pretty funny. Thought I'd share that with you all.. Sobeys is an awkward place to work though cause Mr Cairns also came through my line which was really scary and he was all weird and watched me and he actually lost weight so it took me a moment to recognize him. It's pretty cool that we all have summer jobs that we like.. I like seeing scary people that I hoped I never see again. it makes life interesting.

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[03 Apr 2006|07:22pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | msn beeping at me ]

Sometimes I dont' like Livejournal. The only time I feel like writing in it is the one time that people will probably eat me for what I say. So maybe I won't say much. Steph comes home soon! I'm soooooo excited! and to finally have a neighbor again will be lovely haha. Hm whats going on right now.. not much, and at the same time too much. Don't you just love exams? I guess no matter whether you had "easy" courses or not exams still are always kinda hard. Even my computer exam might take effort! which is shocking. Oh dear so at the moment I wish I could just tell people things and not have anything happen... there are just so many things that I wish I could tell that would help things but I can't. I wish people could just step back and look at what they are doing. It sucks. Everyone and Everything is changing and it's sometimes hard to keep up. Anywho thats my lovely post and I have to go study! YAY!

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[07 Mar 2006|07:55pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | 6teen - TV show ]

So since dear Kayla is ill and Laura isn't going to be having a life.. or maybe too much of one during this march break lol I hope you guys have fun!

falala life is boring and for once school is actually stressing me out. I'm going to say this even though I know people will tell me I'm not I feel very stupid right now in school and I don't know why. I haven't missed a day in like 2 weeks so I'm not behind so I dont' know.
I have realized that there is a time that helping someone can actually almost be more painful for me than them. I hate wanting to fix someones problems and I know that if I did they would be so happy but you just can't. And I hate talking to someone and hoping something might come of it but really you have no idea if anything actually will, but I know that if something doesn't I will probably be hurt by it. Oh well thats the situation I have put myself in and therefore must deal with it!  Enough secrecy. I'm seriously bored. Things have been quiet around here... almost too quiet. But I'm sure that quiet-ness will be over this weekend when I get the baby and have my brother b-day party. Anyone up for playing pool with a bunch of 14 year olds let me know. byes!

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looong time [18 Feb 2006|06:48pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | random stuff.. whatever comes out of my ipod lol ]

Is it sad that I am already looking forward to the summer? it's like February... 4 months-ish and counting. I'm pretty sure that this year has been full of more changes then I am even used to. I dont' quiet know how to handle it because, while I like change, the most change I am used to is like cutting my hair. Or dying it an ugly color lol.

Ever since I moved to PEI I tried very hard to have no changes, at least nothing I couldn't handle cause moving 5 times between being born and being 9 was mildly truamatic lol. And now this year alot has changed and it has caught me off guard. Thank god some good stuff has stayed the same. Friends and certain things that you always depend on have stayed the same but other things haven't. Even my family. Anyways...

We always used to talk about what year was the best, what year was the worst etc. This year is the year Christine has grown up and become independent! Go me!

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An update!!! [28 Aug 2005|10:28am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | The Wicked soundtrack!!! ]

Wow so I haven't updated in.. a long time haha. So I am 16 now!!! finally! lol we went to Rainbow Valley a couple days before so that Laura could come since she is moving and all :( actually she is already in Moncton. I miss her so much already. So school is starting soon which I good and bad.. I can't wait to get into the whole routine and all but then everyone is going to be leaving me and I won't be able to see James as often which really sucks:( ah well thank god for msn. My parents are making go to my grandparents cottages again, this up coming weekend which I am so mad about cause Laura is coming home this weekend, and I just don't want to go again.. once is more then enough. Anyways there is nothing I can do about it so whatever. Only 9 days till school

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[05 Jul 2005|09:26pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Wicked soundtrack stuff ]

So it's official now!! haha me and James are now official from like Sunday and I am very happy!!! Other then that like nothing has been going on ... I haven't been talking to Laura much cause of the whole camping thing and I have been talking to Steph lots, I might be going to Rainbow valley with her and her little cousins on Thursday and I think I might go there for my birthday! Even though that is like... a month and a half away. Oh well! GOD I am bored haha. I have done like.. nothing! ever since summer started. And I guess it's not an awful thing cause I have caught up on my sleep but I almost feel guilty now lol. meh it's fun haha! Hope the rest of you are also having an awsome summer!

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looong time [26 Jun 2005|09:36pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | White Houses - Vanessa Carleton ]

Wow so loooong time no update! Probably because there isn't much to talk about haha... so yesterday I went over to Laura's trailor and Steph was there and we did our sacrificial burning and that was fun. I didn't go to Megan's party though....I keep forgetting that it is the summer and I'm not going to see everyone everyday and it's sad :( So this month is of course Cookie and Orlando month so Denise and Alyssa are going to come over within the next 4 days and watch Orlando Bloom movies (L) haha... so ya thats my boring life in a nutshell haha I love summer and it's unlimited nothingness!

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[16 Jun 2005|01:12pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | wicked songs thanks to Ross!! ]

So yesterday was the last day of classes at the Rural. I'm looking forward to the summer because it is pretty much my last summer of doing nothing and it's the summer before Everything Changes. But I am nervous that I will not see everybody and stuff. Oh well, I'm sure I'll keep in contact with most of ya's. So now it's time to study for exams joy oh joy!! and Justin comes back on Saturday. It's reeeally like freakishly quiet without him and I keep expecting him to walk through the door. Me and Mike have been talking about the joys of no brothers since his brother left with mine. So it is hard to believe that yesterday was Laura's last day of real school and it still hasn't really sunken in that I won't see her next year. I am going to miss you so much hun!! So I guess I should stop depressing myself and start studying!

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[14 Jun 2005|04:39pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | hanging by a moment - lifehouse ]

So last night I had it out with my mom. It's just that... up until the end of last year I was SO shy. I like never talked and it was sad and I was really not happy with myself and all this stuff. Well I don't really know why but the end of last year I got a confidence spike and I was more outgoing and... I don't know, I actually started to like myself more, and I was really happy. Well this year it just got even better and it was so awsome to not be so shy and stuff. But my mom isn't happy about it or something, she told me that I like totally changed, that she doesn't know who I am anymore that I'm like a monster or something. And it hurt so much just cause I am so happy and she....isn't. Argh! it was so awful and then my grandparents got involved, again, and it really turned ugly, but I'll save that for later. So yes I had to get that all out.. and I don't know what to do.. I told her how I feel and she hates that too cause I never used to do it but anyways thats it for now

*Christine

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[12 Jun 2005|04:19pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | The man you love - Il Divo ]

I AM AN ONLY CHILD FOR THE NEXT WEEK!!!! *does a dance* ah it's going to rock... although I know I will miss him by tommorow but still! I just had to get that out lol. And only 3 real days left of school.  With the exception of history class this is great too! 

People are so funny. Why would someone make something up to hurt someone else? Like what purpose does it serve really? Why do people start rumors in the first place cause they must have no lives. I think it is so wrong to start something to hurt someone when they didn't do anything to you in the first place, and would never do anything to you. How Stupid.  Hugs to Kayla!  Also this whole excitement over Ross's view on Tyler Watts journal is stupid too. I think it has all gone way to far if people are losing friends over it, and if you don't agree with his opinion then fine but honestly thats YOUR opinion also and others don't have to agree with that either. I think he can write whatever the hell he wants considering it is his journal. I wish people would stop shoving their opinions down others throats, and really what Ross wrote was probably the truth as distubing and sad as it is. It certainly wasn't disrespecting Tyler Watts and his memory, it was stating the truth. If he had said that Tyler was an awful person etc. then that would have been disrespect but he didn't, he just told what had probably happened. Poor Tyler cause thats an awful way to die:( Hugs to Tyler's memory. Anyways I had to get that out too lol

So I have to go out for dinner now in celebration of No Justin lol j/j Hope you all had a good weekend

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[10 Jun 2005|12:54pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | Vanessa Carlton - White Houses ]

So there was NO ONE at school today so I just left after going to the mall with Denise and Alyssa. We had poutine in memory of Quebec. I honestly can't believe it has been a year since we went. For that week everything was perfect, there was no fighting with friends or wondering where you stood with someone it was just amazing. I'll always remember it. So this year has changed alot of things. New friends, new school, lots of new stuff. It's been good I have had alot of experiences and met alot of new people, and even become closer to ppl I had already known. Like Kayla, and Steph, and Becca and Kara. I met new people like Kyle and Lucas and of course Ross lol. I said that last year was the best year of my life although it was probably the most difficult with all of the friend problems, but I really think that this year has been an awsome year, I'll be sad to see it end. Especially history. Wow that is some class and I love the people in it so much. We honestly have to keep something going this summer because I don't want it to all end!

I miss you Sarah and Liz, you guys were awsome and I wish that there could have been someway to stay friends. Thinking about ya's and all the good times about one year ago!

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[09 Jun 2005|09:41pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | we belong together - mariah carey ]

gahh computers have hated me so much today. But anyways, yes today was one of those days that it was ok and then like awful and then reeeally good. Morning was tolerable what with a math test and whatnot, but then I had to stay after school to try to catch up on my ITC and it was sooo awful. DON'T EVER TAKE ITC. THE TEACHER IS EVIL AND SAGGY AND THE CLASS IS SO BORING!! there is my advice for the day. And then I got home and I was home alone and it was awsome so I sat out in the sun with loud music and KD and a book and life was amazing! So Denise came with me to the computer lab and the poor thing was forced to stay there until 7:30!!! so in her 4 hours of boredom sent me a test I figured some might find amusing since I did.

Mob Name Test: Find out what your mob name would be!

http://www.testcafe.com/mob/

And mine was... "Christine "the animal" McDougall

hahaha yes. Goodnight all

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[07 Jun 2005|05:45pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | All of these things that I've done - The Killers ]

so I just got back from bowling with Kayla, Ross, Lucas and Becca! I was awsome.. I wish I could have gone to the dinner too but oh well, can't do it all I guess. Now I have to wash the the highlighter off my stomach lol. So school is almost over! it's good and yet bad cause I am going to miss seeing everyone everyday and plus summer means only a little time left to spend with Laura before she leaves :( But it will be nice to have nothing to do cause I have been really busy this year. So I really don't know what to do with myself now that ballet is over. I miss it though. Mom wants me to go in ballroom dancing and I want to cause it sounds fun. Or I could go and learn the salsa with Kayla and Lucas :P So all kinds of stuff is going on, mostly with a certain friend who wants to have some fun with an older guy. I really wish that she would think it over just a little more, instead of just assuming that nothing would happen. Whatever it's for her to figure out I guess, I just hope she doesn't get hurt. Only 6 days of school left!!!!

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Survey! [02 Jun 2005|09:05pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | You and I - Lighthouse ]

Frigging parents. Sorry I didn't go to the band concert to those of you who wanted me to, my parents just suck alot and wouldn't let me go, grrr anyways since I am tres bored I am doing another survey. Thanks to Kayla again for this one!

------------YOU-------------
[x] Name: Christine McDougall
[x] Birth date: August 24th 1989
[x] Birthplace: Newfoundland, yes I AM a blonde newfie. Stop laughing.
[x] Current Location: Charlottetown
[x] Eye Color: greenish
[x] Hair Color: blonde
[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty
[x] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[x] Innie or Outtie: Innie
[x] Status: single

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] Your shoes: I love shoes. I have lots and lots of them, but I usually just stick with the old faithful ones
[x] Your eyes: are revealing, and I think are an ugly color
[x] Your fears: SPIDERS, being allll alone
[x] Your girlfriend/boyfriend: Don't have one.
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on the compputer: lol
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: Is it going to be a good day, and that it's waaay to early in the morning
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Hands. I don't know why but I looove guys hands lol
[x] Your best physical feature: haha I don't know! ppl say my legs but I don't believe them
[x] Your bedtime: usually like 10-ish
[x] Your most missed memory: Elizabeth and Sarah
-----------------YOU PREFER-----------------
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
[x] Single or group dates: both can be fun, but probbly single
[x] Adidas or Nike: meh I dont really care
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: No.
[x] Cuss: haha yes but I am told that I do it wrong lol
[x] Take a shower: obviously
[x] Have a crush(es): possibly
[x] Who are they: not telling
[x] Do you think you're in love?: really don't know
[x] Want to go to college: Yes
[x] Like high school: Yes
[x] Want to get married: of course
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: Good old ITC, Mrs Gallant would hunt me down if I didn't
[x] Believe in yourself: sometimes
[x] Get motion sickness: no
[x] Think you're a health freak: haha I am a calorie freak
[x] Get along with your parents: sometimes
[x] Like thunderstorms:omg!! I love thunderstorms soooooooooooo much!! they are amazing
[x] Play an instrument: I would be playing cello if we had a strings group at our school

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU------------
[x] Go to the mall: yes
[x] Eaten sushi: not lately no
[x] Been on stage: yes!!! I (L) being on stage!
[x] Been dumped: um... did the dumping
[x] Gone skating: no
[x] Made homemade cookies: yes
[x] Dyed your hair: no
[x] Stolen anything: no
[x] Been on a plane: no

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: yes
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: sadly no.
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: haha yup
[x] Cried during a Movie?: haha just last night!
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: not that I can remember..
[x] Had an imaginary friend: probably for awhile but I don't really remember
[x] Cut your hair: yes
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: nope
[x] Been caught "doing something": haha nope
[x] Been called a tease: i dont know!
[x] Gotten beaten up?: no
[x] Been in a fight: not like physical
[x] Shoplifted: nope

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: whenever the time is right, and the person is too.
[x] Numbers and Names of Children: I want at least 2 kids. Not sure of the names though
[x] Describe your Dream Wedding: Pretty dress, with all of the people I love and especially my soul mate standing next to me
[x] How do you want to die? probably unexpectedly cause I tend to regret things when put in the position and quickly
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: hmm haven't decided yet.
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: australia!!!

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: blue
[x] Best hair color: brown
[x] Short or long hair: in between
[x] Best height: taller than me
[x] Best weight: i dont care!
[x] Best first date location: somewhere where you can get to know the other person
[x] Best first kiss location: hmmm, never thought about it, probably somewhere where it is just the 2 of you

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of boys you like: like 1
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: none.
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 4
[x] Number of CDs that I own: not that many really, like 15 or so
[x] Number of piercings: 3
[x] Number of tattoos: none
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: a couple
[x] Number of scars on my body: 3
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: oh so many

----------------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: Sheer Blonde
[x] Fav Color(s): pink
[x] Day/Night: day
[x] Summer/Winter: SUMMER
[x] Gold or Silver: silver
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: haha Hamtaro!!!!
[x] Fave Food: pasta!
[x] Fave Movies: The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants, Life or Somthing Like it, Finding Nemo, Pirates of the Caribean
[x] Fave sport: badminton lol it's the only one I'm good at!

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Wearing: my jammies! this huge shirt from Stonepark and Capri things.. oh ya it's pretty hot
[x] Drinking: water
[x] Thinking about: the fact that ballet is all over :(
[x] Listening to: Hallejulah - Rufus Wainright

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: Yes
[x] Worn jeans: Yes
[x] Met someone: Yup
[x] Drove a carr: No
[x] Talked on the phone: Yup

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: sometimes
[x] Your friends: yes
[x] Santa Claus: :( poor santa. Even though he isn't real I still like to think he is :P
[x] Tooth Fairy: nope
[x] Destiny/Fate: yes!
[x] Angels: ya I do
[x] Ghosts: yes
[x] UFO's: no
[x] God: yuppers


----------------- -FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: haha ya mine is so long!
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nope
[x] Do you like anyone?: omg how many times must you ask? I think I do
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Stephanie and Kyla I suppose
[x] Are you close to any family member?: Kinda my mom, but really close with my brother
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: Well Stephanie and Laura all day. Denise at lunch and gym, Alyssa at lunch at math and Ross, Kayla and Becca in that wikkid history class!
[x] When have you cried the most?: Oh probably this year, Maybe last year
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: feeling loved.
[x] Worst Feeling?: not knowing what to do or how you feel
[x] What time is it now?: 9:41 p.m.

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Movie [01 Jun 2005|09:15pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

So tonight was the big Sisterhood of the Travelling pants and it was sooooooooooooooo good. Haha I am such a baby and like cried for most of it. But of course the highlight was when the movie on the screen screwed up and it wasn't being fixed so Steph stood up on her chair, fell through it since they go down and in the process like ripped the wall when she grabbed it to keep from falling down completely, and then proceeded to knock on the window where the movie projector is making everyone in the theatre look up while me and Laura were literally dieing from laughing so hard!!! it was amazing. God I hate this stuff with me and Kyle. If I could I would go back and severly change things, because with all the rumors and things it just isn't pretty. Blahh I dont know what to do. Anyways hopefully we can sort it out

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[31 May 2005|07:17pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Old School love ]

So me and Kyle broke up as you probably all know and right now he is telling me all the things I could have done to help our relationship. W/e So out of boredom I am doing this survey:

The Basics~*

1. Full Name:Christine McDougall
2. Age: 15
3. Male or Female: Female
4. DOB: August 24th, 1989
5. Parents' Names: Andrea and Rob
6. Siblings: Justin
7. Eye Color: Greeney blue
8. Hair Color: Blonde
9. Height: a whole 5 2' and a half!
10. Pets: Oh god, ok my 2 cats: tillie and KC, my dog gizzie, my guinea pig Neige and assorted fish
11. Grade: 10
12. Where do you live: Charlottetown

*~Favorites~* (note: You can only have ONE favorite.)

13. Color: pink
14. Place to be: Grandparents cottages
15. Teacher:Mr. Hickey
16. Subject: History for the funness lol
17. TV Show: What Not To Wear
18. Movie: Life or something Like it.
19. Song: I have so many! Hallejulah Rufus Wainright
20. CD: my burned ones
21. Band: The killers I guess
22. Radio Station: 93.1
23. Store: meh I like most stores
24. Outfit that you own: my white capris and a shirt
25. Food: chocolate
26. Animal: cats!
27. Drink: Water
28. Restaurant: Boston Pizza
29. Insect: BUGS ARE EVIL
30. Home Appliance: hmmm, microwave
31. Relative: Uncle Gordon
32. Disney Character: Dory!! she is so funny
33. Online Friend: I don't talk to strangers on the internet
34. Number: 24
35. Boys Name: Nathan or like Brian
36. Girls Name: Madison or Chantel

*~Crush~*

37. Do you have a crush: maybe...
38. If yes, who is it: someone...
39. Why do you like them: They make me laugh, I think they are nice, easy to talk to among other things
40. What do you go for: a tall nice guy with a good sense of humor who likes to have some fun, but also isn't afraid of saying how he feels
41. Whats your idea of a perfect date: I'm not that picky, but I think it would be just doing something you both enjoy and having an awsome time too
*~Past~*

42. When was the last time that you ate a pop-tart: Like 2 years ago
43. When was the last time that you said, "I Love You.": I think last night to steph when she brought food to my house lol
44. When was the last time that you went out of town: like a couple weeks ago
45. When was the last time that you cried: Yesterday
46. Have you ever been in a car accident: nope
47. Have you ever been kissed: yes
48. Who was your first kiss: OH god I think we have all heard the Alex gagging incedent:P
49. When was the last time you really embarrassed yourself: probably like today sometime.
50. What is your best memory: Hmm I'm not sure, I've had a few
51. What is your worst memory: Lets' nto go there.
52. When was the last time that you watched the sunrise: a loooong time
53. When was the last time that you went to the mall: Hm...like 2 weeks ago
54. When was the last time that you went to the movies and what did you see: The Interpreter I think with Kyle
55. When was the last time that you went to a party: about 3 weeks ago I think
56. When was the last time that you played Truth or Dare: At Kara's party thing and I had to act like a dog and I was soo bad at it lol
57. When was the last time that you ate a fruit: teehee yesterday

*~Future~*

58. Do you intend to get married: Yes
59. If so, to who: The One. Ya know? the one that you were meant to be with
60. Do you intend to go all the way: When I'm amrried, but not before then!
61. Do you intend to have kids: I hope so yup
62. Do you intend to go to college: probably
63. Do you intend to go to your high school reunion: teehee ya for sure!
64. Would you ever go to a psychic: teehee probably, and then see if she was right.
65. Would you ever eat dirt: If it was a dare maybe
66. Would you ever kiss one of your teachers: um no. Unless it was Heavenly lol Steph
67. What do you want to be when you grow up: I'm not quite sure yet
68. Would you ever get plastic surgery: Nah

*~Friends~* (note: You can only choose ONE for this too.)

69. Who do you trust the most: Denise
70. Who is your best friend: I have a couple : Denise, Alyssa, Laura, Steph, Kayla
71. Who would you give anything for: Anybody who I know would do the same back and who I call a friend
72. Who would you die for: Certain people.
73. Who would you lie for: anyone
74. Who knows all your secrets: Everyone knows some stuff but Denise knows the most.
75. Who do you see the most: Steph
76. Who has known you the longest: Steph
77. Who has known you the shortest: Laura
78. Who will get married first: Lucas... he's the perfect guy, he'll have no trouble finding anyone.
79. Who will never marry: haha don't know really
80. Who will have kids first: I don't know!
81. Who will never have kids: I don't know if Denise ever will.
82. Who will go all the way first: I have lots of friends who have.
83. Who would make the best mom: Steph
84. Who would make the best dad: Lucas
85. Who could be famous: STEPH lol
86. Who has the best grades: Don't know!:S
87. Who is the shyest: Noone! It's weird cause all my friends are loud as anything. Could be why I'm like that myself.
88. Who is the loudest:Umm they all have their moments
89. Who is the shortest: ME!:(:@
90. Who is the tallest: Denise, even though like everyone is taller then me

*~Random~*

91. What are the three best inside jokes:
1) That stick right up his ass!
2) Orlando and cookie month!
3) Pipes, Pipes Jr. etc.
92. What is your favorite quote: Live everyday like it was your last. Yes I know it is so common etc but it's so true!
93. What is your favorite stuffed animal: Definitly Jingle who I got for Christmas this year. He is bigger then I am and he sits on the end of my bed and keeps my feet warm!
94. What kind of car do you want: meh when I go car shopping it's my brother that is coming with me cause I have no idea. As long as it gets me from place to place and I can decide the color I'm good!
95. What is your favorite smell: good mens cologne. On men of course. I love guys that smell amazing
96. Do you tan: Nope I burn and then get freckles
97. What are your screen names: yes.
98. How many email addresses do you have: 1
99. Do you love the person that sent this to you: yes I love Kayla who didn't send it to me but w/e she is amazing!
100.Who in your opinion is the best crotch scratcher: hahaha well yes since this comes up in conversation so often I would know...
101. Do you want people to send this back? Meh I don't care!

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Finally! [30 May 2005|03:45pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

So I am finally telling le boyfriend about how I am feeling, about how I feel like he doesn't care about me - instead mostly just the relationship between us, how I hate how he can be so selfish, and how he never likes to do anything fun other then read the paper. It's going to be hard but I will be glad after I tell him so that I can get it off my chest and then there won't be any awkwardness between us. So I did both the tests that I have been stressing about and now I have like nothing to do haha it's weird. So I guess I am going to go out on my deck and work on my sunburn since god know's I don't tan at all lol. Ah I can't wait until wednesday!!! me and Laura and Steph and maybe Kara are going to try to go to Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants!!! Oh I want to see it so much. So I have to go and sunburn myself!

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blahhh [24 May 2005|04:17pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Nothing! ]

I am so frigging sick. I know I know I always seem to be sick but omg I couldn't even breathe this morning cause my cold is so bad, thanks so much Kathleen for giving me this!! Love you! Oh god so ya the ballet show is this saturday and I am stressing about that cause all of my relatives are coming over, and I have to give up my room to my grandma. And stupid relationships. They don't help either. How can something that seemed so perfect and special just isn't anymore? It seems annoying and not so perfect, and there is 53 things wrong with it, but yet what if it was the best thing? what if you were making a big deal out of nothing and ruined something amazing, something that might never happen again. Or maybe this isnt perfect, It's far from perfect and I don't realize it. Maybe I don't know what perfect is because I have never experienced it. Maybe I should stop writing lol.

4 DAYS TILL THE SHOW!!!! woot!

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My Weekend [23 May 2005|09:26am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Behind these Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson ]

So I have been grounded all weekend actually lol I couldn't go on the computer which sucks...stupid parents. So ya yesterday my dad's friend came over and he brought his darling child, except not. He was purposely hitting me with books and the parents like didn't care. Ya it was fun. Oh and I had lobster!!! It was awsome! Anyways I have to go to steph's house later to work on the History project that is due tommorow haha, leaving it a tad late but oh well! So I'm going to go play sims 2!

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chillin' w/ ma homie L [20 May 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | burning a CD ]

Ya so . . .don't mind the name guys . . .Laura's here and were just chillin out b4 the Francois- BE HOT dance lmao eh Steph and Laura . .too funny, but ya . anyways just watching doctor phil . . and laura has an anouncement . . other than moving . . SHE"S ENGAGED haha NOT . . but she seems to think that she will marry just (my kid bro for those of yas that didn't know) but shes really just kidding. Poor Justin hahah j/j Laura or poor laura depending on how you look at it lol. Anyways we have to go and get ready for dancing with some hot german guys!! haha, well laura at least!

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